Wednesday, December 30

maturity

i feel so sad. well, everything's change when she doesn't argue with her man anymore.
it is good. but i will be the victim of everything. the blames on me.
everything which are not would be my fault. what have i done? what have i did? the answer is nothing. i feel like wanna crying, run away. but its impossible.

pls Allah, help me in solving this matter. well, people says that, " problem makes you matured. " yes it did, but it so very hurt. how you wanna face it. it just like a nightmare. i am in messy thinking. i am devastating, frustrating, stressed up with everything, everyone, every-time. maybe i never told someone about my problems, it's ok. i don't want them to pity on me. i just want them to be comfortable with me, and i am someone suits to talk with.

why life is so hard? why life is so rough? and why life is so tough?
pls, let me feels so heavenly, just for once. it is enough.

:((

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