he's flying off

well, yes. today's about taqimirza razman.
i dont know whether he read this or not, idk.
maybe no. he got no time for all this.

Taqimirza Razman isnt a new name in my life.
he isnt appears yesterday or last week or last month or last year.
it is last 3 years,
before i know how to be a blogger,
before i know how to write a proper english,
before i can pronounce the word " photographer " correctly.
before i met shahrul idham,
before everything,
Taqimirza is the beginning. for everything. (fullstop)

why do he be a topic of today?
yes he is an ordinary guy declared that he is always charming,
yes he is an ordinary guy working as an engineer,
yes he is an ordinary engineer working for Petronas,
yes he is an ordinary guy with 'gelap segelap malam' trademark,
and yes, he's the one.
he's the one who entertain me, always.
he's the one who makes me laugh, all days.
he's the one who shred my tears, yesterdays.
he's the one who bring back the feeling of love, today.

well, working as an engineer makes him so very busy.
working as an engineer makes him so very workaholic.
working as an engineer makes him call me all his way during his long driving-journey,
working as an engineer makes me and him, be in this distance.

i asked him,
" doesn't you feel tired with your work? "
" then if you resigned, what do you want to do for your living? "
" can i slap you? with a cloth so i does not touch your skin, but still wanna slap you. "
" why you asking me so much questions? you like a kid. "

he answered,
" i want to resign "
" i want to open a business " because my Lin taking business courses.
" i want to buy Lin a glove, so he can slap me without no doubt "
" i want to become a lawyer "

he still remember everything what have i said, 3 years ago.
he still remember what does i want to do, if he is arrived at KLIA from Dubai.
he still remember the way i speak, the way i talk, the way i laugh.
he still remember 3 years ago, i just love to hear, and love with his sayings,
he still remember, 3 years ago i just say 'yes' an 'no' because he was speaking fully in english so fast, and i cannot grab what he said.

but now, he said that i was changed a lot.
he said, now i am so very talkative.
he said, now i am very strict.
he said, now my english is better than him.
he said, now i am more irritating but more sweet.
he said, now i am quite blur, but sometime so fast-learner.
he said, now i am more shy but talking with confidence.


he flight off yesterday to UK.
3 months, but might be another 3 years to wait for him, again.
(same as when he went to Dubai, 3 years ago)
he was asking me, to accompany him a lunch,
to accompany him a movie,
he will treated all the expenses.
but i need to pay it back, ansur2.
*haih.
but i cant meet you. the day wasn't the time

i am sorry, for disappoint you.
3 months isn't a long period of time.
i will wait. and we will meet again.
if you read this, it is enough to let you know that,
i am appreciating your attendance,
really really appreciate.
well, i didn't expect extra expectations from you,
didn't expect any special em.. bla bla bla from you.
it's you, just you. that.. mm.. *speechless.

i will miss you. mister glove ;(
i will.