februaryfirst

today, february 1st, 2011
i feel empty.
my heart whispers me to write this.
and it keeps telling to my mind, " write something. "

this is what i feel....

i feel like i shall get forgiveness from everybody.
to person who read this, and knows me well,
i am sorry
to person who read this, and didnt know me,
i am sorry
to person who accidentally read this, knows me,
i am sorry
to person who accidentally read this, doesnt know me,
i am sorry
to person who personally knows me through my blog,
i am sorry
to person who is first time reading my blog or accidentally found my blog,
i am sorry
to person who i know, and who i didnt know, who i never know,
who i didnt realize, who i just wanna know,
i am sorry.

we didnt live forever.
this life is not belongs to us.
i am sorry to tell you this,
but this pain will take me away.
i know i will go someday,
and you too. you will go one find day.
sorry seems to be easy to say,
but my heart sincerely wanna seek your forgiveness.

please, promise me.
promise to recite me al-Fatihah
promise to plant some plants on my grave
please make sure my grave is clean from bushes and
please promise to visit me often.
promise me, you will remember me in your prayer,
in your du'a, in your recitation of Yassin,
in everyday life.
do not forget me. do not forget my full name.
I am sorry if I will burden you.


sincerely sorry,
Fazlina Aminin Binti Salim