i am exhausted

i am too much exhausted of waiting

i am currently missing

doesn't you know you are my 'something'

its hard to forget you since you are the only one who can make me smile

i am currently feel the emptiness of life with the distance of us miles and miles

i used to know you only when we talk

since we never had a 'together-walk'

i just can wait for your nice joke

its not too much, ain't hurting me at all

only your laugh can make me stand tall

i know you are cheating

but your kindness cover up everything

i want to tell you something

 i miss you when you gone, missing  ;"(

you never told me about you,

your life, background of you,

slowly i revealed something new

but it hurts me when i know it, and it wasn't from you

you are something that ain't a thing

you are more than my friends,

less than to be my love

maybe this is your method to know me,

maybe you read this and neglect me

maybe you smile and say " she's posting about me ."

doesn't you realize i didn't know about you,

never feel i am always in you,

how can i say this to you ?

you start to create the love, 

and it just for you.

Ya Allah.. 

make me feel better,

make him be my sweater,

when i am getting colder,

make him to be the butter,

to make my cake tastier.

make him be my sugar

to make me smile until i am getting older.

i miss you mister.

you are my favorite caller ;(