March 16th, 2011.
It's Abah's birthday. I am reluctant to wish him. In consideration that I am his daughter, I am pushing away all the bad feelings inside and generate my brain to write a text message for him. I was thinking few words, but then I cried. remembering the days, I still feel the pain. It's hurt enough for kids like me during the age. but then, I just decide to write a short quote. then I feel relieved.
March 17th, 2011.
Everybody wanna have good partners. I am not excluded. A person who can guide my kids so well, and teach them well through this path of life. Let them know how wonderful life is. I confess that I don't want my kids, one day feel the same things as me. but then, I realized that, those painful sorrow make me be as what am I today. standing with nobody, independently, by my own feet. I would let my kids know that life is hard, full with wonders, but never think to be like me, because it makes them suffer.
Allah makes me stronger, and I still remember a says, " something worth it is waiting for you, Lin. "
thanks for the reminder. you makes me feel better. La Tahzan fazlinaamininsalim. Innallahi ma'ana. wainnallahi uhibbuna
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